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名前	フイイー
誕生日	19xx.11.16 昭和62年★☆

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[Sunday, June 25, 2006]

smiling? think again.

deep down,i'm really really feeling terrible..
i'm gonna break down soon..
i'm very afraid..
the fear..
my smiles..they aren't real..
my laughters..they aren't real..
i'm not worth anyone's concern..
not worth anyone's love..
i can't face anyone..
i hate myself..
when i look into the mirror i feel like smashing it..

i'm just weak..
i really can't take it anymore..
i wish i can go back to the past..
the reality is too cruel for me..

can someone help me...

-- 22:18