[Sunday, November 06, 2005]
thoughts...
just watched 'zhong yi da ge da' on channel 56..
Xiao Shu Sheng was the guest for the judge part..
i think she's really a brave girl =)
she talked about her life,
where everyday when she go home she see no one but a stack of money and a note left by her parents..
and that she haven't ate reunion dinner since 14 yrs old..
how envious she is of her friend's happy family..
someone to care for u when u are ill,
someone to cook for u..
when i heard it i cried,but she didn't have any facial expressions at all..
i think she's really strong and cool..
no matter how much a person is used to loneliness he or she would long for concern and acknowledgement.. but she didn't show it..
so brave =)
before she ended,she said every time when she give her mother money her mother will start crying and say she is very sorry for not caring for her,not doing anything for her..
at that pt i thought her mother was very bad..
dun say sorry after u have done harm!
but Xiao Shu Sheng told her mother...
you already did a very good job by giving birth to me..without physical ability,pretty and clever..
that's enough..
aren't everyone guilty of shouting at your parents,
scolding and blaming them for some small things?
in fact,parents don owe the children anything..
but why are we doing this?
do we really acknowledge them after they are gone?
why do people always do things that they will regret?
i,myself is supaa guilty of shouting at my parents..
must change!!!
on another thought,are parents only responsible to reproduce and not provide for the child?
i wonder....
Xiao Shu Sheng is so independent and pretty...cool =)
and xiaxue and the toilet thing is so stupid..
can adults stop making things so complicated??
whoever urgent just use la!!
of course priority goes to disabled people..
they urgent cannot run to another toilet..normal people can right??
quarrel over such a small thing -_______-
-- 18:57
