[Wednesday, April 27, 2005]
tiredzzzzzz
hello pple! i'm back! band is literally my life now,not that i am complaining cos i love PJCSB. i made good friends there,like adrina,diana,julaiha,my section... blah blah... but i can't help feeling lonely sometimes. it's like .. i just feel lonely.. no one to share my interests. kinda miss sec sch in that way. but i guess pple grow to accept things that have never been familiar..it's part of life.. i feel that my section is not improving.. i guess discipline plays a part. sometimes i get really frustrated over the discipline of my section.. there is time for everything yeah.. when they set up they take quite long,and i am quite sick of it already.. when i am not there they dun listen to whoever i put in charge too...is being too bonded a bad thing? i tried to tell them but i guess it's no use..i find it hard to speak to them because they are my friends.. at this age we sld learn about something called respect..anyway SYF going to be over soon.. dun care lah.. argh... headache....
today my sis almost fainted,very scary.. hope it wont happen again,, she must have felt terrible..
relationships are difficult things to handle.. hrmp. why can't guys be more serious?
-- 22:16