[Friday, December 24, 2004]
love
Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net
yay :)
reading other people's blogs and watching korean vcds reminded me of something.
that i was once very much in love,and very much loving someone.
but then reality decides to show itself, and unfortunately showing its ugly side.
looking back, i looked and was a farking idiot,i had to scold myself, cos i wasted my tears on something and someone who was not worth it.
since then, i stop myself from falling in love. save myself from trouble, emotions..whatever.
one year has passed, and all the bad and good memories seemed to evaporate into air.
but the fear was there.
i don't think i'll ever love someone again..maybe after 5 years? i've been avoiding it i guess.love has commerialised,it's not just a matter between 2 people, but with all their friends. love between two has become a gossip topic..not nice. yah i do gossip about couples too..maybe it's just inevitable nowadays..
but during sept..someone's presense seemed to start floating ard me..on and off..alright,just a normal friend,cool.
then we talked less,and recently i talked to him again, a comfortable feeling.but the mere mention of him makes me jiggly.
nah, remember what happened? you won't want to sink in deeper. keep it at the sweetest moments.
i dunno what will happen, but let's just keep it this way for the time being.
meeting him? i know fainting at first sight will make a deep impression, but no thanks.
anyways, i've just cut my hair.
DAMN.
p.s. does anyone know of lyoe's results? anyway wisma got this shop selling this brand called 'heroic...' something something lah. buy something for me there ok? 3 shirts for $150 only..haha just kidding. happy christmas-ing guys!
-- 11:08
